somethings different.

Well, something different!!

Everything not same like before!!

NEVER!!

Umm, still left 9 hours is my Birthday

NEVER celebrate my birthday with me babe's them
Is NEVER PITIFUL for me.
Just a BIRTHDAY WAD.

Love the way u lie

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
你是不是就打算站在那看着我五内如焚
But that’s alright because I like the way it hurts
不过没关系,因为我喜欢这心痛的感觉
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
你是不是就打算站在那听着我哭泣
But that’s alright because I love the way you lie, I love the way you lie
不过没关系,因为我连你的谎言都爱,连你的谎言都爱

Eminem]

I can’t tell you what it really is
我说不出来它到底是什么
I can only tell you what it feels like
我只能告诉你它是一种什么感觉
And right now it’s a still night in my wind pipe
现在我的气管像被堵住一样
I can’t breathe but I still fight while I can fight
无法呼吸 但是我仍在尽力坚持
As long as the wrong feels right it’s like I’m in flight
就像被驾到高空一样没有任何感觉
High off the law, drunk from my hate,
借酒泄愤想要挣脱束缚
It’s like I’m huffing paint and I love it the more I suffer, I suffocate
我就像这溺水一样，越是挣扎就越窒息
And right before I’m about to drown, she resuscitates me
就在我马上要沉下去的时候，她拯救了我
She f**ing hates me and I love it. 我爱她恨我的感觉。
Wait! Where you going? I’m leaving you
等等！你要去哪儿？我要离开你。
No you ain’t. Come back we’re running right back.
不，你不能走。回来吧 我们重新来过！
Here we go again
我们重新来过。
It’s so insane cus when its going good its going great.
这真是神奇，因为它向着完美发展。
I’m superman with the wind at his back
我就像超人一样无往不利！
Shes Louis Lane but when its bad its awful, I feel so ashamed I snap
她就像超人的白痴女友，糟糕的时候一塌糊涂我都感到羞耻
Whos that dude? I don’t even know his name
这人又是谁？我连他名字都不知道
I laid hands on him, I’ll never stoop so low again
我揍了他 ,告诉她我再也不会妥协了
I guess I don’t know my own strength
连我自己都不知道我有多强硬


[Chrous]


[Eminem]
You ever love somebody so much you can barely breathe
你曾经爱一个人爱到窒息么？
When you’re with ‘em 当你和他们在一起的时候
You meet and neither one of you even know what hit ‘em
你们满足了 而你们没一个人知道到底在干什么
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
慢慢享受你的暧昧感觉吧
Yeah, them those chills you used to get ‘em
呵~那些你们曾经的欢乐时光
Now you’re getting f^%king sick of looking at him
现在你看对方一眼都感觉恶心
You swore you’d never hit him; never do nothing to hurt him
你发过誓再不做出任何伤害他的事情。
Now you’re in each other’s face spewing venom in your words when you spit them
但是你现在却换了副嘴脸，恶语相加
You push pull each other’s hair, scratch claw hit him
你现在却把他推来搡去，不停地伤害着他
Throw him down pin him
你在蹂躏着他，像用针一样刺痛他
So lost in the moments when you’re in them
如此沉迷般的伤害着对方
It’s a race that’s the culprit controls your boat
这就如同一次比赛，但却是罪恶在掌控着你
So they say you’re best to go your separate ways
它告诉你分道扬镳是你最好的选择
Guess if they don’t know you cus today that was yesterday

他们大概不知道今日是非是引昨日而起
Yesterday is over it’s a different day
如果以前的事没发生就不会这样
Sound like broken records playing over but you promised her
就像破唱片一样一遍又一遍的重复你对他的承诺
Next time you show restraint
下次你要克制自己
You don’t get another chance
不然你们之间就没有机会了
Life is no Nintendo game
生活不像打游戏
But you lied again
然而你又食言了
Now you get to watch her leave out the window
现在你只能眼睁睁的丢掉她给你的最后一次机会
I guess that’s why they call it window pane
我想这也就是所谓的遗憾吧 ？？

[Chorus]

[Eminem]
Now I know he said things hit things that we didn’t mean
现在我明白了他说的事与愿违、口是心非
And we fall back into the same patterns same routine
我们又回到了原来的套路上
But your temper’s just as bad as mine is
你脾气跟我一样坏
You’re the same as me
你跟我一样
But when it comes to love you’re just as blinded
但是每每当我们快修成正果时却总是错过
Baby, please come back
宝贝，回来吧。
It wasn’t you, baby it was me
好吧，宝贝儿都是我的错
Maybe our relationship wasn’t as crazy as it seemed
没准我们的关系并没有看上去那么不可救药
Maybe that’s what happens when a tornado meets a volcano
也许我们就像是水火相容的结果
All I know is I love you too much to walk away though
我只知道我爱你爱得不能自拔
Come inside, pick up your bags off the sidewalk
回家吧，拿上你的东西回家吧。
Don’t you hear sincerity in my voice when I talk
难道你没有听出我声音中的真诚么？
I told you this is my fault
我都说了，这都是我的错。
Look me in the eye ball
过来看着我的眼睛。
Next time I’m pissed, I lay my fist at the drywall Next time.
There won’t be no next time
我绝不会再发火再动手了，决不会了
I apologize even though I know its lies
我明知道我的道歉是谎话
I’m tired of the games I just want her back
我受够这场争执了，我只想让她回来。
I know I’m a liar
我知道我就是个骗子
If she ever tries to f^$%ing leave again
但是如果她再TM试图离开我的话
Im’a tie her to the bed and set this house on fire
我会把她绑在床上，点燃房子……

college?? work??

After form 5, i should choose college or work??

diet food again??

Arggg.. help me!!

Starting to no any appetite to eat anymore!!

Before, never no appetite!

After, no appetite eat!
diet food at last few week,
Because, no any appetite to eat!!
turn to 45kg,
this week just had few days have appetite to eat [turn ro 48 kg]!!
But,
today start to no any appetite eat!!
What happen to me again??

bored Saturday!!

Arrgggg!!! Bored..

Saturday is a shoping day.

But, i choose to stay at home do revision

SPM still left 1 month more.

Is no enought time to prepare ady.

This few days, i keep do math and english text!!

I just wanna pass this 2 subject!!

BM, for me is so hard!! Dislike BM!

Umm,

Should i cut short hair? or Keep it??

sometime time feel bored on my hair

......

It's September!!

It's September on this month!!
3rd days ago on september!!



School, start to holidays again!!
Maybe holidays at some student are good news!!
For me, is NOT!!
2 weeks holidays!! What i want to do at home??
Keep, sleep,eat,watch tv and online lo!!

Bad mood!!

原来好心真的没有好报!
算吧!
我无畏的担心是多于的
担心弟弟
最后的下场却被家人责怪

My birthday still left 6th days!!
Is coming soon~
Never planing how to celebrate on my birthday!!