HELP??

What also can't do, can't see, can't share the momment and can't help his family do anythings!!
Just sitting at my home, waiting he message,waiting he reply, when i called him just listening how fun,how noisy and how busy at there!!
Am i so unless?? Yah!! really so unless!!
He's mom TEMPLE BIG DAYS!!
can't go, can't get fun with him, can't hel he mom do anything!!
I'm so sad,unhappy!!
Sitting in front of computer keep cried!!
I want to go, i no choice!!

I miss every momment with him!!
When can i go back the day??