MY LIFE ♥

Thursday, December 31, 2009

Say bye bye with 2009!!!

More 6 hours have to say bye bye with 2009.
damn many happenised in my life.
Got happy momment, sad momment, and sweet momment my beloved, bla bla bla.
happy, sad, sweet momment damn many,
and i wont unforgettable.

2010 coming soon.
dunno at 2010 have what troublefome.
i hope have happy momment come true.
sadness all go away.hehe
and i hope and i wish my 愿望 will 实现!!
i hope i do all the thing wont wasted.

1 week ago,
already pass to 1 week. :(
still not change.
i am who i am,
i'm still is yalii.



给了你
我。不后悔
只希望你给我一次机会

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

cried

6 days ago.
still didn't eat something. eat abit only
less drink.
still look weak.
still keep cried. wtf

:( no mood.

Monday, December 28, 2009

i lost my 笑容

when i still will smile again?
when i will recover back?
when i wont moody again?

SEE Clearly ady!!

Anything i see so CLEARLY right now!!
Oh My God.
Before i so trust my feeling.
Whole BAM you are a good guy.
i feel u different with them
at last,
is NOT.
i don't hope i listen all the everything is true
you know??
but i can't dont belive ady.

事实摆在眼前了
究竟是你变了,
还是你的本性就是这样了??

我觉得是你变
你以前是不会这样的
究竟
每天跟你出去的那一位好‘朋友’
是真心的对待你是他的好‘朋友?
还是一直在你背后说了你‘不多好话的真心朋友’?

还是一直惹多多麻烦回来与他一起受罪?

我忍耐
忍耐你骂我时
也忍耐你朋友骂我

你怎么会舍得会让你朋友骂我 ?
也不帮我
究竟之前我是你的谁?

为何我之前会知道那么多?
是一直在你身边的好朋友出卖了你

为何
我要去问你问个究竟?
因为我只想听你对我说
你没有着样做/也没有这一会事
至少我会安心多了
就算到最后我知道了事实
而你不承认
我还可以对我自己说
你骗我来自善意,是没有存心想要骗我

劝力
真的可以拿来欺压别人吗?
权力
真的可以令到你们很威风吗?
权力
真的可以令到你们做什么都可以吗?

其实
你是怎样的人?
是全部人所说的双面人吗?
我面前另一人
我背后又是另一个

背后说我许多话
我也不想澄清了

正如你所说
you very Disappoited...
did you think i wont disappoited mah??

如今
发生了那么多
我还是我
你还是你吗?
不是了
认识你的第一次直到现在你变了许多


我知道
我该是时候选择去接受事实了
对我来说接受事实
真的好残酷
可我已经不想在逃避
不想在停留梦中了
我是时候该清醒了

累了
哭也哭过了
痛也痛过了
我麻木了



是我出馗了
但你有问为什么我会这样吗之前?

最后
身为你朋友
我希望你会清醒

谁是小人
谁是真心对待你的朋友

防人之心不可无
害人之心不可有

Thursday, December 24, 2009

Merry Christmas Eve 09

Happy Merry Christmas. Yiippi.
What day for tommorw,
Is ma fren Nicky and Noel Birthday. :)
Oppssss. no any present.paiseh.
Wish you 2 all dream come true.hehe

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICKY AND NOEL.


No any comment!!

Thinking back sad thing.
huh??
Cried.
still CRIED.

still got 30mins he leave KL le.
hard to explain my feeling.
just diam diam waiting u come back KL lul!!
My bor, Christmasd why dun spend time wif me?? angry u.

bcoz of you ♥ .

  • love him.
  • miss him.
  • care him.
  • worry him.

just because you.

  • we care,
  • we share,
  • we love,
  • we trust and we happy.
just because
i wanna wif u until forever ♥



One Life.One Love
♥ muacks.

LEAVING !!

Still gt 16 hours,
he leaving KL go to Thailand trip.
Sososososo, mm sek dek.
before i tot can wif u to gether spend the Christmas.
At lass is cant.
SAD.
can't sleep.
havent feel sleepy.
thinking bout u



Update last time wif my lil sis take the pic
not same er we us!! izzit my true sis?haha

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

i FAIL my car exam ady.haizz
before exam i was so NERVOUS.

no more any mood nw.
aiks.

Monday, December 21, 2009

Opppsss. NEW pic :) hehe ♥

Christmas coming soon ady.
i still dunno what i wan to present to him ♥ :(
and her > lng time didnt meet her, yesterday she date me go out,
but, i nt free. miss tis chance jor.

aiks.
still got 2 day he wanna to go thailand. :(
go 1 week, hope that week faster to pass.

Tomorrow,
wanna wake up at 7a.m to go exam.
huh? my heart so keong jiong lo.
scare tommorrow faild. :(

So boring tis few days.
nth else to do.

Monday, December 14, 2009

Just get tis pic from facebook. hehe.
My fren Sabrina,
we knew each other at Genting 1st.
that time we less to talk want..
She gv me the feel is, She so preety.nice and friendly. =]
Last time when kien birthday we take want.
we went greenbox celebrate kien birthday.
Err, i nvr wish him tim. sorry. now bou fan!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY .soorrryyy, i know i too late to wish you.
=]

Yeah~
today go learn car, i din 'sei fo' already.
haha... mayb that day i can pass my P license. i hope so
afetr when i finish learn car,wanna go jusco meet my mummy.
at last my mom cal me go back home no need go jusco meet her le.
coz mummy back home jor.
huh?? then how my stocking??

tis wednesday wanna go cut my hair.
should i cut shot hair?? or stay my long hair??

still got 10 days,he wanna go thailand le. =[
1 week leh, Wee, how to gor yat zi arh??


wanna go converse buy my shoe,
and wanna go nike shop buy skull beg.

and other thing i so happy,
finally, i found nike bottel ady!!
same lk b4 i use that want!
really so hard to find it loh.
tis time i must take care my bottle until good good le.
cant lost it. =]

Wednesday, December 09, 2009

He leave KL go
Melaka.
Thailand.. [ before christmas 24th dec night ]
Singapore..


Christmas,
just hope wif him to spend this.

my heart will go on
every night in my dreams 每一个夜晚,在我的梦里
i see you, i feel you 我看见你,我感觉到你
that is how i know you go on 我懂得你的心
far across the distance 跨越我们心灵的空间
and the spaces between us 你向我显现你的来临
you have come to show you go on 无论你如何远离我
near far whenever you are 我相信我心已相随
i believe that the heart does go on 你再次敲开我的心扉
once more you open the door 你融入我的心灵
and you're here in my heart 我心与你同往
and my heart will go on and on 与你相随
love can touch us one time 爱每时每刻在触摸我们
and last for a lifetime 为着生命最后的时刻
and never let go till we're one 不愿失去,直到永远
love was when i loved you 爱就是当我爱着你时的感觉
one true time i hold you 我牢牢把握住那真实的一刻
in my life we'll always go on 在我的生命里,爱无止境
near far whenever you are 无论你离我多么遥远
i believe that the heart does go on 我相信我心同往
once more you open the door 你敲开我的心扉
and you're here in my heart 你融入我的心灵
and my heart will go on and on 我心与你同往,我心与你相依
there is some love that will not go away 爱与我是那样的靠近
you're here there is nothing i fear 你就在我身旁,以至我全无畏惧
and i know that my heart will go on 我知道我心与你相依
we'll stay forever this way 我们永远相携而行
you are safe in my heart 在我心中你安然无恙
and my heart will go on and on我心属于你,爱无止境
[ i love tis movie and tis song so much ]



Nothing gonna change my love for you.
if i had to live my life without you near me 假使身边没有你的话
the days would all be empty 生活将会多么的空虚
the nights would seem so long 深夜将会显的是那么的漫长
with you i see forever oh so clearly 有你在,我是如此清晰的看见永恒
i might have been in love before 我以前也许也有过恋情
but it never felt this strong 但却没有如此的强烈

our dreams are young and we both know 我们都知道我们的梦很年轻
they'll take us where we want to go 它们将把我们带向我们所向往的地方
hold me now, touch me now 抓住我,贴紧我
i don't want to live without you 我永远不想生活没有你
nothing's gonna change my love for you 没有任何东西能够改变我对你的爱
you ought to know by now how much i love you 到现在为止你该知道我究竟有多么的爱你
one thing you can be sure of 有一点你可以肯定
i'll never ask for more than your love 除了你的爱我别无他求
nothing's gonna change my love for you 没有任何东西能够改变我对你的爱
you ought to know by now how much i love you 到现在为止你该知道我究竟有多么的爱你
the world may change my whole life through 也许世界将会改变我的生活
but nothing's gonna change my love for you 可是没有任何事情能够改变我对你的爱
if the road ahead is not so easy 如果前方的路不是那么的平坦
our love will lead the way for us 我们的爱将会为我们导航
like a guiding star 就如一颗璀璨的启明星
i'll be there for you if you should need me 只要你需要我的话,我将马上出现在你面前
you don't have to change a thing 你不必做任何改变
i love you just the way you are 我是喜欢如此真实的你
so come with me and share the view 那么跟我来吧来一同与我持这观点
i'll help you see forever too 我将帮你同样看见永恒
hold me now, touch me now 抓住我,贴紧我
i don't want to live without you 我永远不想生活没有你
nothing's gonna change my love for you 没有任何东西能够改变我对你的爱
you ought to know by now how much i love you 到现在为止你该知道我究竟有多么的爱你
one thing you can be sure of 有一点你可以肯定
i'll never ask for more than your love 除了你的爱我别无他求
nothing's gonna change my love for you 没有任何东西能够改变我对你的爱
you ought to know by now how much i love you 到现在为止你该知道我究竟有多么的爱你
the world may change my whole life through 也许世界将会改变我的生活
but nothing's gonna change my love for you 可是没有任何事情能够改变我对你的爱
nothing's gonna change my love for you 没有任何东西能够改变我对你的爱
you ought to know by now how much i love you 到现在为止你该知道我究竟有多么的爱你
one thing you can be sure of 有一点你可以肯定
i'll never ask for more than your love 除了你的爱我别无他求

Doubt.

You still doubt me??
Doubt me still like him?
Doubt me treat our relationship is play play?
I can swear i No play play at all~
I can swear i din like him,
I just love you 1 ppl.

No mood er,
i feel so jealous.
is very very jealous right now.
Heart pain~
really heart pain.
1 days,
izzit i will lost you??
OMG~ i dun wan to thinking tis thing.
and don't hope tis thing will occur on me.

你问我爱你有多深 我爱你有几分
我的情也真 我的爱也深 月亮代表我的心
轻轻的一个吻已打动我的心
深深的一段情 叫我思念到如今
那么深的一段情叫 我思念到如今

Feel like wan cry now.
he♥rt so pain
dunno how to say my feeling now.
now hug my pillow so tight.
after i sleep, i will be FINE

Tuesday, December 08, 2009

Wow~
update my blog and change my blog pics right now!!

Still got 26th days.. wanna open skull ady!!
aiks~ so fast...
but as fast as possible lahx!! i wanna go skull study, coz stay at home too boring le.
Everyday, Everytime after finish done my housework just will lying down on my bed, eat, sleep, watch tv, listen music or sit in front of computer playing fb game,bla bla bla~
No locomotion at all, really will become fei pohx jor!!
Umm, u said i really bcum a fatty gal ady u stull luv me.haha... dunno real not!!
But i really wanna to try o bcum fatty gal ady, see u still will luv me not,hehe..

Yesterday night went to sing k at leisure mall neway.
sing until 3 something lk only go back home.
haha, yesterday damn many ppl lk a singer.
then i so paiseh to singing!
hehe...

Today,
woke up at 12something.
didnt help my mummy do housework,
mummy after finish ate breakfast wif daddy
came back to home around 10
then mummy keep at 10 lk that cal me wake up until 12 something i only wake up. XD
i really lk a pig!!
But lucky my mummy didnt scold me.

thursday
follow mummy go jusco but skull-uniform.
ERR, abit lazy!!haha..

chong next year wanna change back to sri garden o.
aiks~ why wan to change leh,
acc me study at cp lahxxx~
tis year just joonkit, hong,tall jun,junkeat,shirkang,queenie and jun han acc me lohxx.
but sometimes when jing mun got cum to skull study, then queenie sit beside wif her. :(
aiks... damn boring tis year at skull!!
dunno how my exam ady?
stay at k4 or upgrade go to k3 leh??hahax.
i think is impossible de la!!

Wanna go
M&G
Roxy
buy shirt.

Wanna go
nike shop buy skull beg and bottle. :)

Monday, December 07, 2009

Twilight New Mooni havent watch it.
who can acc me go watch :(

Saturday, December 05, 2009

There’s a truth in your mouth saying you’ll never leave me??
Izzit true??
I hope so.
Now, i really no confidence at all..
Yesterday until now really no mood right now :(

When i cried on your breast
When yo knew i cried
You hug me so tight,
I feel u really love me.
Feel like you wont leave me
When you said never leave me,
I feel so happy and gam dong.

When i knew something, but i din blame u anymore.
I also got wrong.
I try to find back my confidence.
I trust myself i can do it.


When you sleep beside at me,
I like to sleep at your breast,
I like to listen your heart when he jump the voice.
Feel like your heart talking with me.


1 month ady

so fast wanna open skull..
aiks~
when open skull, need to study hard. coz spm le.
dont so lazy le YALII!